trikoza napísal:

7castle napísal:Pocuj dufam ze tohto krasavca uvidim v piatok zaparkovaneho pred Hronom, mohol by si sa ukazat na turnaji a pripadne by som ta potom mohol zoznamit s TuKEm... Aha vlastne kurnik ten je v Australii tak asi neeee

trikoza napísal:piatky vacsinou byvam v stave blizko bezvedomia takze asi ee ale nejaky live turnajik/cash by som rozhodne dal, hod pripadne info ked na nejaky pojdes, mimo piatka...

inak mam za sebou prve jazdy, auto je super, skoda ze vodic katastrofalny

7castle napísal:Inak a s tym autom si mohol pockat este chvilu kym neopravia vacsinu z tych dier co vznikli po zime, teraz je to fakt prca v BA (a predpokladam ze aj vsade inde).

yegon napísal:

7castle napísal:...

skoc do bulharska a pochopis ze cesty v BA su raj

I have let myself completely drown in poker. During the last 3 years in general but the last 6 months in perticular, I have lived poker. I think about/play/study poker and that is pretty much all I do. Everything else that I do during my days has indirectly been connected to poker, things i deemed necessary to do to keep myself on my A-game. I think its this obsession that has made me as good as I am today, but it has also made me define myself as a poker player, both to myself and people around me. Everyone around me except my best friends and my family view me as "that poker guy", and this puts me on tilt. I remember years ago when I though it would be so cool to be able to say to people that I play poker professionally. Now, I am very reluctant to admit it to new people I meet, because A: people dont understand poker and B: I dont want to be that poker guy.

I have defined myself as a poker player and I want to be more. Poker has made me neglect things I used to do regularily. I have put all my self worth in my ability to destroy people in this game and I have neglected to develope other important characteristics. I dont read as much as I used to. I dont work out as much as I used to. I dont play the piano as much as I used to. I dont spend as much time with my family and friends as I used to. As much freedom as poker has given me, it has also chained me down in other ways. Im kinda like the guy/girl that where the most good looking/most popular in high school, neglecting to develope character and qualities because they are the king of the world and then five years later you see them working in the supermarket.

When you define your own life and person through poker, your selfworth and your self confidence will swing along with the natural swings in the game and that is for me unacceptable. I dont want to work in the proverbial supermarket.